Happiness

It's been quite sometime since I write. Life's full of daily drop dead routine, isn't it?

What really caught me on all these while was my future. Yeah, who doesn't wanna drive a Lamborghini in his/ her lifetime? It is sure as hell that you might think that YOU could achieve it. When time goes by, nothing seems relevant. Work as usual, carry on your life, and kept on working. Until you fucking die. Pardon me for saying something that might hit hard on your fancy dreams. (I'm sorry but it's written purposely.)

What does happiness really meant to you?

For me, nothing happier than gathering with a bunch of long lost friends, and chat all night long. Whether it is for a few hours or a few days, it still does matter to me. I pretty much enjoyed every moment I spent with my friends whenever I am free for a drink. Yet, none of this sustain in a long run. You will still have to move forward and achieve something in your life. Let it be your first bucket of gold or got promoted. It is still something to be shared, and to celebrate for, isn't it?

What do you do from now on?

Recently during my trip back to Ipoh, my statement got hold back so hard that it nearly turns out to be a quarrel. Sure, everyone has got his own point. Since the day I was born, I was determined to do what I like, and get it into the business world. I don't like to be poor. No one does. I have to agree on some point where you have a serious business plan where you THINK you could get it successful, but you have no capital to get things up.

I am also blown away by a word from him. STABILITY.

True, there is always someone else who would prefer a 2-3k job and work until you fucking retired. There is nothing wrong with it as well. But, no, this is not stability. This is a time bomb that will cause you and your future tied to loans and debts. You will be strained down to a point where you will literally break down and fuck yourself up.

If you ever have a chance, go for it. Wise word, don't be a dumbfuck. No one will fucking spoon feed you until you fucking die. Work out your plan, and get it done. Failed? Enhance your plan. Stop fucking wasting your time on Facebook, Twitter and etc. Money is everywhere for you to picked up from, if you're capable.

That will be the end of my thought, I guess. But, nope. This is not a tutorial for your future. It is solely my point of view. Do pm me if you got offended by any means, I would be glad to listen to your piece of advise.

Carry on.....

Of ; Responsibilty

                                      The Missing of An Access Card

How odd is this incident that made me blogs about it? Well, certainly it is. And the long haul post may begin now...

It was an ordinary night. I was still working in my office and suddenly a phone call came in and asked for a room. As usual, I will pick up the keys and have a look before confirming the booking. So when I was opening the door...

Our building's security guard was calling me for a helpful hand. He briefly explains that his building access card was taken by someone else, and asking my help to translate his words into Chinese (we have some long term unit rented out to these Chinese and Taiwanese). So we located some people that he suspected, and I talked to them, but none of them turned out to be the "thief".

To cut it short, it all came down to the security guard. Why did he put the access card on the table in the first place? Is that for the sake of convenience? Or he was an irresponsible person?

What lies between this incident is because of his carelessness. I wouldn't say that it's entirely his fault (yeah, you don't expect someone to sit there and open the f**king door for you all night long, isn't it?) But I pondered, isn't it your responsibility to secure your own access card? Let's say if the access card was taken by one of the robbery gang (or whatever kind of person can you imagine of), aren't you the one to be blamed of?

Throughout this 1 hour of man-hunting, it shows that a tiny bit of your mistake can be costly, at time. You shall be the one to lay your own responsibility on what you should take care of. There's no one to be blame but YOU.

What is responsibility to you? Or, what is the responsibility that you have to be in control with?

Words by Benedict on 3rd of August, 2012.

你对我说过的话。

那天，你跟我在zara说了句 “有女朋友也不是很好，会增加负担”。 我没有给你什么回应，因为我不懂你是跟我说还是劝我不要找女朋友。。。

到了现在，放弃你无疑是我一生人最大的决定。 谁知道有一天你会找到一个比我更好的？

突然发现， 人生真的五颜六色，悲喜交集。

当你绝望的时候，总是会有一只手把你抓紧。。。不会让你倒下。 当我需要一些劝告的时候，你给我知道原来这个世界上还有一线光明。 当我吸烟的时候， 你会劝我不要吸那么多。。。试问你走了以后，还有谁会跟我说同一番话？

我真的不希望和你分离。。。 我舍不得你。

回忆 #1

你还记不记得？　=)

Of ; College

Well, I'm currently studying at Taylor's University. Oh yeah, university. Due to my poor results, I have to study certificate -_- and its hospitality zomg. I had thought of studying this course before I sat for my SPM, but I realize that I like business more. What to do with my poor results. Have to study certificate before I can proceed to Diploma. Hopefully I can switch to Diploma in Business after I finished this course.

The campus is very beautiful and scenery. It's a big campus that I will sweat if we're going to switch to another classroom after a class. Plus, the campus is well-equipped with facilities like numerous of Mac and computer labs, furthermore, there's 2 futsal court, 1 tennis court, and 1 basketball court.

The food court in the campus offers quite variety of foods to fit our needs. Prices are reasonable as compared to KL standard. There are other shops as well, from gift shops to IT shops. Its kinda like a small shopping mall to be honest.

One disadvantage in the campus is...the car parks are forever full ! If you wanna get a parking, you'll have to come real early (like 7am-8am) to get a parking without going around to look for one. I'm actually disappointed at Taylor's for building such a big campus but cannot afford to build more car parks.

One thing I don't like about KL is foods are always expensive. Comparing to Ipoh, I can probably get a plate of Chicken Rice for RM 3.50 but you can't seem to find any stalls / restaurant that will offer such a cheap price. That's the main reason I always run out of money =(

I'm lucky enough to know a few friends during the orientation days, like Ahmad Lao, Nathan and Luqman. For me, I don't like to have a lot of friends whom I can't even remember what their name are. I tend to eat or hang out with just a few friends. Guess that who I am, kinda solitude and not-so-talkative. I'm not good in socializing as well.

Last but not least, my housemates are amazing ! They share their food, cigarettes or even phone charger. I'm lucky enough to live together with them under a roof.

Guess this will be my last update till I got the inspiration to write again. Till then, adios!